Anakku Ayden Nawfal
Monday, 19 January 2026 | 0 comment(s)
Aaaaaaaaa rasa macam kekok pula nak menulis dekat sini.
Apapun, saya rindu! Yelah, siapa yang nak dengar luahan hati ni kalau tak diceritakan 🤪 Punya lama tak menulis, aku dah jadi seorang "Ibu".
Ibu? Ya! Menjadi ibu kepada anak yang bernama Muhammad Ayden Nawfal ✨
Saya rasa title "ibu" itu terlalu berat untuk dipikul. Tak mudah.
Rupanya menjadi seorang ibu ni, kita belajar tentang erti sabar yang paling dalam bila di fasa "toddler" "troubles two." Ligat dia MashaAllah, terutama keluar jalan jalan. Pantang nampak ruang luas, memang taknak berpegang tangan, mahunya dia berlari-lari bebas meneroka dunia. Kita yang mengekor kat belakang ni dah macam pelari pecut, jantung jangan cakaplah, memang sentiasa berdebar! Risau hilang ditengah keramaian manusia.
Jujurnya, saya bukanlah ibu yang sempurna dalam menjaga anak. Ada masanya, kesabaran saya hilang. Ada fasa dia dimarah. Ada ketika suara saya meninggi bila dia terlalu ligat atau bila akalnya yang banyak itu mula uji kesabaran. Bila tengok muka dia masa tidur, mulalah hati rasa sebak, timbul rasa bersalah sebab takmampu nak kawal emosi sendiri. Tapi itulah kitaran hidup seorang ibu, kan? Kita belajar, kita jatuh, dan kita cuba lagi esok hari. Saat kita kepenatan dan rasa "burnout" suami jela tempat kita meluah dan curahkan segala kepenatan yang ada. Diala menjadi pendengar setia saat isteri menceritakan segala kejadian yang terjadi pada hari itu.
Nawfal,
Sudah hampir 3tahun umurmu.
Melihat awak yang makin membesar, hati mommy rasa sayu. Sekejap saja lagi, fasa "baby" ini akan hilang sepenuhnya. dan kita masih lagi gigih menempuh fasa potty training sepanjang seminggu ini, mommy bangga melihat setiap langkah kecil awak. Sekarang, awak sudah pandai bersembang, dah boleh mengadu tentang beberapa hal. Walaupun akal awak semakin panjang dan tahap kesabaran mommy semakin diuji, mommy sedar yang masa takkan pernah berpatah balik. Awak takkan selamanya sekecil ini.
Ada satu kejadian yang paling buat hati mommy sedih. Awak dah pandai memujuk saat mommy menangis. "mommy sabar, sabar, sabar" kata awak sambil tangan kecil itu mengusap dan mengelap air mata mommy. Aduhai anak, lagilah mommy menangis! Hahaha. Cara awak memujuk itu sebiji macam mana daddy pujuk mommy. Awak dah mula nak baca doa tidur sendiri "Allah, Allah, Allahuakbar. Aminnnn" Hahahaha sampai kami mommy daddy gelak dengar awak membaca doa tidur. Takpela. Masih panjang. Hidup ini perlukan proses setiap hari yang perlu kita nikmati bersama.
Mommy Daddy love you Ayden Nawfal.
Awak anak yang hebat ❤️🦁
Akad Nikah 💕
Monday, 10 June 2024 | 0 comment(s)
19 Ogos 2022
Hari dimana aku dan Amirul disatukan setelah 4 tahun bersama,
Alhamdulillah, Alhamdulillah
Syukur.
Masih panjang lagi perjalanan kita sebagai suami istri,
Untuk mencipta kebahagiaan dan kenangan bersama,
Kehidupan yang perlu dilalui dengan sejuta nikmat dan ujian.
Dengan perjalanan ini,
Dengan nikmat dan ujian ini,
Dengan bertautnya kasih sayang kita,
Dengan hadirnya permata cinta (anak-anak),
Kita dapat menikmati dan menjalani kehidupan ini,
Dengan keikhlasan dan menganggap ujian sebagai sebuah kemanisan,
Untuk menguatkan lagi ikatan kasih dan sayang dalam membina keluarga yang bahagia.
Wahai Suami,
Jadilah suami yang menjadi kebangaanku dan anak anak,
Suami yang setia,
Suami yang tidak melupakan tanggungjawab,
Suami yang penuh dengan kasih dan sayang,
Suami yang adil dalam perkara yang tertentu,
Suami,
Maafkan aku jika aku masih belum menjadi istri yang baik dan sempurna dimata mu.
Didiklah aku menjadi lebih baik dari sebelum ini,
Walaupun aku mungkin sedikit memberontak,
Ketahuilah, aku ingin istri yang taat padamu,
Sampai saat ini, aku bahagia dan mencintaimu suamikuuu 👪💞
Next Step? Tunang?
Tuesday, 28 September 2021 | 0 comment(s)
20/09/2021
Haa?! *garu kepala.
Hahahahaha macam mana eh nak cakap? Baca tajuk pun, I macam dah debar debar.
Sebelum tu, harini mood nak menulis dalam bahasa melayu dan mungkin sedikit rojak. Kita tengoklah macam mana. Hahahah 😅
Dah bersedia ke I ni?
Betul ke keputusan ni?
Boleh ke susah senang bersama ?
Mampu ke jadi orang isteri yang baik solehah?
Mampu ke nak membina keluarga yang bahagia?
Mampu ke jadi mak ayah yang baik?
Mampu ke jadi menantu yang baik untuk ibu ayah?
Macam macam lah ada dalam fikiran sekarang ni.
Eeeeee memang lah nak tunang kahwin tu happy. Tipula tak happy kan. tapi bila nak ke langkah yang memerlukan komitmen dan hidup berdua tu buatkan kita ni berfikir sejenak, haa gittew. Eh perjalanan tu tak mudah. Ada liku liku. Perasaan dia lain tau bila dah mcm ni! Perasaan tu bercampur sampai taktahu nak rasa apa. Nak rentas negeri pun waktu ni takboleh. Haih pening . Dahlah rentas negeri dibenarkan kalau negeri tu Fasa 4. *Selangor/KL masih fasa 2, Pahang Fasa 3 & Negeri Sembilan Fasa 4. Sebenarnya perancangan ni dah lama, sepatutnya waktu raya haritu. Yelah dah macam dugaan nak kena hadap dengan pkp pkpb pkp pkpb sampai sudah 😔 Benda tu pun tertangguh dan kita pun malas dah nak bercerita. Mood keluat. Sedikit sebanyak sedih juga lah hati. Nak taknak kena redha. Perancangan Allah lebih baik kan dan kita positif ajela.
Dah lama tangguh, so bulan ni family mirul dah ada bunyi sikit sikit untuk meneruskan perancangan ini. Cumanya tarikh memang takboleh nak tetapkan bila boleh datang dsebabkan kekangan yang dihadapi. Bila melibatkan dua buah keluarga dan dua buah negeri takboleh rentas negeri pula. Rumit la sedikit. Hmmm memang kena sabar dan kena rancang bebetul.
29/09/2021
Dalam masa 9 hari, tup tup dah dapat tarikh. Hhahahaha tak mudah weh bila melibatkan orang lain ni. Maksud aku, bila kita nak majlis yang memerlukan perbincangan banyak pihak. Alhamdulillah. Tarikh dah dapat. Hhahahahha cepat betul masa berlalu. Lagi 8 hari, I boleh isytiharkan, I dah tak bujang. Hahahahah debar lah siot 😓
Moga Allah permudahkan segala urusan merisik, pertunangan dan perkahwinan kami. Moga jodoh kita berkekalan sampai syurga dan bersama dengan orang yang sama. Aaaaaaaaaaaaaa I nervous la!! 😰
Covid19: Vaccine First Dose
Thursday, 2 September 2021 | 0 comment(s)
Assalamualaikum.
Hey babes!
Aaaaaaaaaaaa its been long since I got here. As you know my blog that I write random things and shitszzzz 😇. So today I wanna talks abt how I got my vaccine and how side effect vaccine towards my body.The first group Astrazeneca enter Malaysia is in May 2021. This type of vaccine also used at United Kingdom, UAE, Taiwan, Thailand and some more. The govern encourages volunteer to take the vaccine because this booking is based on "first-come, first-served" which means slots are limited. At that time, in Feb, I guess, no one dare to take this vaccine bcs there so many stupid rumors 💆and i didnt give a fk if there is a bad effect from I get bad effect from virus Covid19. All I know I take the vaccine to myself and people around me. I want protect myself babes. I registered the vaccine in 23 Feb, I've chosen 29 May for my first doses and got first batch Astrazeneca 😉 Proud of me! Lol Hehhehe
*this is the situation outside PWTC on weekend for first dose*
29 May 2021 / 11.30 am
That the date I got my first vaccine. I arrived around 11.20am something and had to queue. The person who secure that place need to settle down the people who had vaccine appt on 11am, 10.30am and 10am first. Then I got enter the place on 12.15am and still had to queue. Hahahahaha😅 but the process was smooth and had to thru a few booth as consultation w medical staff, take ur queue no and fill the form. Last one, Yeayyyyyy take ur injection! Before that, I was shaking and my heart is abt to explode. Hahahaha stupid me! I haven't had to inject in a long time thats why im so scared.
Dr: I'll tell you when I start to inject ok.
Me: No need doctor. Tell me when u're done. Thats it. 😟
*Im too nervous
When you done with your vaccine, you must wait atleast 15 minutes for observation if have any bad side effect and Alhamdullilah im done around 1.30pm. Hhahhahahahhah almost 2 hours for first vaccine. After a few hours, I got headache, fatigue and mild fever. Dont worry, I take the medicine oki. 24hours after that, I got high fever, still headache, body aches and no appetite. I cant sleep the whole night bcs heat of my body too hot esp my head. I decided take a bath at 3.00am bcs I can't stand it and afraid if get worse. If the heat is too hot. Second day of vaccine, the body has improved a little. Mild fever, mild headache but still no appetite but day by day, im getting better 💘 Alhamdulillah eventho will take 9 weeks/12 weeks for second doses. Its okay. Atleast I'm responsible for myself gitu. Hahahaha Thankyou for reads my potpetpotpet today!
Next post I'll talk abt my second doses oki and I registered vaccine for my family 😊
Take Your Vaccine ok gais👍 Protect yourself and your family.
17th July
Thursday, 17 September 2020 | 0 comment(s)
19 July 2020
Feel free to write today. It's been a long time since I've been here.
On the night of July 17, we had a fight abt something that we shudnt fight at all. I guess?
Something that I don't want to remember. He said something that I didn't expect at all. But yeah people make mistakes. Same goes for me. I do a lot of mistakes. So kita Tulis Malay jela hahahhahhahah penat nak fikir grammar with the good one. Hhahahahahahaha 😜 Esoknya, I keluar dengan kawan dan ignored semua text and call dia. Kalau reply pun, sepatah sepatah malas nak layan. Hahahaha 😠 He's made me so fckin' angry okei. Hahaha, but it is okay. I love him fckin' crazy btw.
Before arrived, he called and said that someone want to come over and give something. I pun macam okay jela. Tak expect apa pun, tapi macam dah boleh agak 😎 Lepas je i sampai rumah siap mandi semua almost pukul 10 camtu tetiba dia call cakap orang tu dah sampai. Hahahahahhahaha buka je pintu rupanya dia datang bawa sekali aiskrim konon nak pujuk. *muka i tak terkejut pun react macam biasa. Tutup pintu *i excited gilaaaaaa. Its take 1 hours to persuade me Hahahahah and do you wanna know something hahahahha boyf i kalau kitaorang gaduh, dia akan jadi a little bit sensitve. Selagi tak baik, selagi monyok dia sendiri akan cry hahahahah comel 😂 i biar je selalunya 30 minit camtu baru i pujuk kakakakkakak *kesian dapat makwe keras hati* akhirnya berbaik juga.
I really love this guy do 💜 his effort make me melts 🧚🏼♂️
First Time Meet 💋
Thursday, 26 December 2019 | 0 comment(s)
Hi.
today I would like to share our first time meet after a one-month long-distance relationship (LDR). Hahahahahaha 😝 Only a month but acting like it's been a year. Hahahaha missing my baby so much.💦💔 Just because my boyf got a new job and the project at Keratong, Pahang and we have to ldr. Almost a year, we are never been apart and a little bit affected our relationship. Then, we planned to meet on 13 December 2019 at Kuantan. On that day, I also wanna surprised my boyf with his present belated birthday. Ya, I love to surprise my boyf 😹 That day, I was so excited, anxious and that kind of feeling like for the first time I fall in love. 💞💓💕💘👫 and I'm not even focused on my work. Hahahaha maigod. What kind of this attitude😓? Like a drama queen, aight? 👍 aaaaaaaaaa rindu boyf.
Yeaaaaayy 💖 Finally, I meet my boyf and I acted like a first-time date. So shy hahaha 😝 btw I shud give him the present when we're in the car. But I doubt whether I wanna give or not. Ended up, I gave him the next day and yah, he's not good in reaction. Aaaaarrrrggg God! I guess his speechless when I gave that. Maybe. Hmmmmm 😅 Luckily, he didn't notice how I made a lot of face impressions hahaha. Then, It's so exciting to be with him for the whole fuckin' day. He treats me like a princess. The way I deserve to be treated. That why I love him so so so so much 💞 there aren't many activities that we do bcs of the rain. Rainy day! Unlucky me. Haa😪 What a fuckin' thing is GOODBYE. I hate goodbye. Goodbye is the hardest thing to say to someone who means the world to you, especially when goodbye isn't what you want. Aight? I also hate LDR. Whatever! I will remember this memory forever and see you again bb 💙 Its a lot of things to pottpettpottpett. But I shud be ending here bcs I will spoil your times with nonsense things.
Thanks Allah for the best boyfriend that known me well 💘
Hi, bb.
There's no word could describe how grateful I'm to be with you. I never thought that I would feel this way. I miss you, I miss your voice, I miss your laugh, I miss your good smell, I miss your smile. Please stay bcs I need you the most after fams. All I care abt is being with you and knowing I'm not going lose you. I don't wanna anyone else to have your heart, be in your arms, be the one you loved. I don't wanna anyone to take my place. I just wanna you to be with me. I hope our relationship would be in a "HALAL" way 💪💏
Thanks Allah for the best boyfriend that known me well 💘
Hi, bb.
There's no word could describe how grateful I'm to be with you. I never thought that I would feel this way. I miss you, I miss your voice, I miss your laugh, I miss your good smell, I miss your smile. Please stay bcs I need you the most after fams. All I care abt is being with you and knowing I'm not going lose you. I don't wanna anyone else to have your heart, be in your arms, be the one you loved. I don't wanna anyone to take my place. I just wanna you to be with me. I hope our relationship would be in a "HALAL" way 💪💏
How we know each other 💕
Wednesday, 24 July 2019 | 0 comment(s)
Okay harini aku nak pot pet pot pet lagi 😇
Aku nak cerita macam mana aku boleh together gether dengan my future baby husband tuuuuuu 😝 Alhamdulillah sepanjang p'hubungan aku dgn dia ni. semuanya smooth tapi kalau gado gado manja tu biasalah. Makin lama makin keluar perangai masing-masing. Baik buruk semua ada lah 🙎 Moga hubungan ni tetap bertahan dgn perasaan kasih dan sayang yang tak makan dek waktu tak lapuk dek hujan. Amiinnnnnnn. InsyaAllah 💪💖
Okay lets back to the topic :
Actually, we known each other for a quite long since studied dekat Poli lagi (awal sem 2/2015). Time tu dia berkenalan dgn kawan aku. Aku kenal dia pun macam tu ja. Kisah dia dgn kawan aku tu setakat suku jalan. Heheh Lepastu aku dgn dia mmg tak jumpa dah. Jumpa pun kalau terserempak ja (tak bertegur) sampai dah grad pun *graduation on 2018*.😁 Tak lama lepastu aku dengar dia bcinta dgn orang lain budak poli juga. Masatu pun aku dgn orang lain. so tak heran sbb kenal pun gitu gitu ja 👉👈
2018 : aku buatla story question on ig. Then dia pun respond 'Ehemm Ehem" dekat question aku tu. *we followed each other on insta* Dsebabkan aku kenal dia. aku layan dm dia. (sebelum ni mmg tak bertegur pun) aku pun tak berani nak layan dia lebih lebih, yelah boyf orang
Start dari situ lah kitaorang macam cuba nak kenal diri masing masing camtu 👫 Dia punya patah hati bawa diri sampai ke KL kerja sana. Seminggu lepas tu, aku pula berhijrah ke KL. Hahahaha kebetulan rumah dia dgn rumah sewa aku dekat. Hahahahhah 😛 Nak jumpa tu ambil masa juga la. Aku gabra weh. Hahahhahaha Our first date was at Nasi Ayam Penyet, Bandar Sri Permaisuri, Cheras. Hahahhaha dan malam tu kebetulan kitaorang warna baju putih sama cuma baju akubelang belang. Awkawrd juga lah. Dah settle makan. Lepak tepi kereta sambil makan aiskrim *Familymart* *dengar luahan hati masing2* kenapa kecewa bawa diri sampai sini. hhahaha 😊 time tu bagi aku dah romantik da. tapi tula aku makan bersepah kut aiskrim on my first date. huh *comot* Hahahah 😜
